UPDATE: Wow guys thanks alot of all the comments and wishes <3 You have no idea how much every single view/comment/fave on this particular deviation means to me! though I know there are alot of people who auto-fave my stuff, I hope they know something is going on!
I don't care if you never read or respond on my journals. it's not an obligation to do so and it will never be <3 I just wanted to let all my watchers know this!
Since not many people read my journals, I have something important to say. I first wanted to wait until tomorrow, but I keep having it in my head and rather just want it to be said. before you judge the title, no I am not going to die or anything terrible. but it surely is important for you to know maybe.
If you have read my journals earlier, you might know that I have been sick for about 3 weeks from now. Without counting the days I have felt exhausted probably makes five.
Things have been going bad with my health. I have missed school alot and lost too much weight because I am not hungry. We first assumed I just had a cold and it would go over. but it didn't. So we took a blood test today.
The results showed that I have a bad case of Infectious mononucleosis and my liver isn't doing well. meaning I will be bed-bound for God knows how long and I probably have to miss school for a few months, maybe YEARS. I haven't been able to stand for about 1 week now.
I have gone through major depressions and have kept bad memories from them. Now this disease is getting on my ass and it is not supposed to make me feel any better AT ALL.
This will ofcourse also have impact on my activity on here. I am not sure how drastically things will change. I might come online more, or maybe not. I might disappear completely. Not because I am dying, but because of the stress. Therefore I will cancel all my commissions. I will still do my trades and take requests when I feel like. I am not sure how things are going to evolve, but I hope I have reached more people with this.
Thankyou for reading, and stay safe! <3
I tried to redesign Shell in something more interesting. Still under construction.