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UPDATE: Wow guys thanks alot of all the comments and wishes <3 You have no idea how much every single view/comment/fave on this particular deviation means to me! though I know there are alot of people who auto-fave my stuff, I hope they know something is going on!
I don't care if you never read or respond on my journals. it's not an obligation to do so and it will never be <3 I just wanted to let all my watchers know this!




Since not many people read my journals, I have something important to say. I first wanted to wait until tomorrow, but I keep having it in my head and rather just want it to be said. before you judge the title, no I am not going to die or anything terrible. but it surely is important for you to know maybe.

If you have read my journals earlier, you might know that I have been sick for about 3 weeks from now. Without counting the days I have felt exhausted probably makes five.
Things have been going bad with my health. I have missed school alot and lost too much weight because I am not hungry. We first assumed I just had a cold and it would go over. but it didn't. So we took a blood test today.
The results showed that I have a bad case of Infectious mononucleosis and my liver isn't doing well. meaning I will be bed-bound for God knows how long and I probably have to miss school for a few months, maybe YEARS. I haven't been able to stand for about 1 week now.
I have gone through major depressions and have kept bad memories from them. Now this disease is getting on my ass and it is not supposed to make me feel any better AT ALL.

This will ofcourse also have impact on my activity on here. I am not sure how drastically things will change. I might come online more, or maybe not. I might disappear completely. Not because I am dying, but because of the stress. Therefore I will cancel all my commissions. I will still do my trades and take requests when I feel like. I am not sure how things are going to evolve, but I hope I have reached more people with this.

Thankyou for reading, and stay safe! <3



I tried to redesign Shell in something more interesting. Still under construction.
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Flugget Featured By Owner Feb 19, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
i'm here for you, my friend. i don't really have the words to explain how sad i am to see that you're suffering. the words i have are all in the language of wolves. however, i will howl for you every day as i go to watch over my home. good luck my friend...
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T-R-U-F-F-L-E-S Featured By Owner Feb 19, 2013
I'm sorry to hear that. It must be awful. D: I really hope you get better soon!
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Mahsira Featured By Owner Feb 19, 2013  Student Digital Artist
I really love the color you do ,simple but very beautiful !
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cottoncritter Featured By Owner Feb 15, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Lovely picture! n-n
I'm terribly sorry about your illness though. u-u I hope you recover soon and feel better <3 It's never fun to be sick ;o; :hug:
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Bienoo Featured By Owner Feb 15, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thankyou for the comments sweetie ;w; <33 I appreciate it alot!
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cottoncritter Featured By Owner Feb 15, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome! <3 You art is reallt cute =D
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S-E-A-S-H-O-R-E-S Featured By Owner Feb 9, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
wow that could be really aweful. i just reallly hope you get bbetter ;;
and i just want you to know in case something really bad happens that you were always a great friend and that you mean a lot to me to everyone and i want you to know that
whatever happens you will always stay in our memory <3
i do sure hope you will get better soon!!!
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AntaresCr302 Featured By Owner Feb 8, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Aww, I just hope your health gets better some time soon, and dang I just wish I could DO something :<
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kiddlecornn Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2013   Digital Artist
I hope you get well soon c:
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Roxalew Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2013  Student General Artist
Gosh, that's quite a shock to hear, i really really hope you get better as soon as possible :hug: You mean so much to everyone! :iconsweethugplz:
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Bienoo Featured By Owner Feb 8, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
aww thankyou so much sweetie <33
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Roxalew Featured By Owner Feb 9, 2013  Student General Artist
:iconawwwplz: bjhbfdhj Your so welcome hon <3
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Uber-Dan Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
I hope you feel better soon.
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chosaguro Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hope you feel better soon :/
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FirePrincessAndrea Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
i really hope that you'll get better~♪♫
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purpledragona Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2013  Student Digital Artist
haha, its ok, at least dotn fel alright if i dont leave at least a little something showing that i care ^u^
oh, and i like how shell looks :3
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CursedFire Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2013
wow, I really hope you get better soon! Keep on looking up and making awesome art <3
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WhosKelly Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
This is awesome!
You should do more like this! :D
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alexandergreat20 Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
time for what? plus that's a realy big description
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Bienoo Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
that is why you should read the description xD
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alexandergreat20 Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
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alexandergreat20 Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
ah, ahkeh
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alexandergreat20 Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
feel better
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Doodle-Kat Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Awww. ;A; we're gonna miss you dear, get better soon! :hug:
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MonsterMeds Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Oh gosh, that's a real bummer. I wish I could do more than just send a couple of words to make you feel better :'>
I hope you get well soon love :iconcuteheartz:
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MysticalFiregirl Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Response to edit: Don't worry about it sweetie! :'D We all hope you'll feel better soon ;U;
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MysticalFiregirl Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
That really sucks.... I really really really hope you'll be okay... Are there things I, or maybe more people here, can do to make you feel a bit better, perhaps? ;U; And of course, if you just want to talk about it, I'll always be there for you! ^^ And I betcha a lot of other people here too! :aww:

And the drawing is just awwdorable!! >3<
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FireAdventure Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2013
Wow, this is sad... i know is not much, but, I hope you to be better, because, even when i've never talk to you before, I think you are very nice please, be ok :iconsadplz:
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Bienoo Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
aww thankyou sweetie <3
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FireAdventure Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2013
You are welcome, I just say that from my heart, and seriously, get well :'D
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Suki-E Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2013  Student General Artist
Oh maar hoe heb je dat gekregen?
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Bienoo Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
geen idee eigenlijk ;o; heel plotseling
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Isihock Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2013
Ahh I love the shading <3
And I hope you get better soon asdfgh ;A;
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Amber100 Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I really didn't see it comming, in the Christmasholiday when I came to visit you, we could play Just Dance and be active alot! I hoped it would be nothing more than a strange cold... When I've time, I'll come to visit you!!
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Bienoo Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
ahh yes ;A;
And I wanted to be on your birthday so bad ;; but I just couldn't.
I still have your present here! <3 so yeah you will have to come visit me sometime eue
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Amber100 Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
xD xD is it alright for me to come tonight after dinner? otherwise I'll come this saturday to cheer you up ;D
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Bienoo Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Well I can't have anyone over tonight so saturday is okay 8D
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Amber100 Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
okay ;D but I can only be there in the morning and noon
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kaijubrainsDA Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2013
Get well soon! :D
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MisteRandom Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
Damn... It's getting more and more serious...
I just really really hope you'll be fine. :(
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MBPanther Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I read your journal yesterday and kept meaning to comment. I am so sorry to hear about your affliction, and though I have only just met you, I 100 percent mean it when I say I wish you a speedy recovery with all my heart.
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SwimmButt Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
awww get well soon!! I'm rooting for ya all the way from North Carolina!! I know it'll be really hard but keep fighting!!!
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RileyCry Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I hope you feel better soon! C;
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cnejj Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
ah ;A;
im really sorry I don't comment on the journals, but I hope you get better soon!
<333
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DraconicSymphony Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I'm rooting for ya! My words can only do so much to help, but just know that I am here sending you my best <3333 Feel better and hang in there!
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Bienoo Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
<333
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DraconicSymphony Featured By Owner Feb 8, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
:iconlaexplodeplz: <333
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KuroWolfCatChibi Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Aww, that's really sad to hear! :(
Sorry if I don't comment on every journal... but I read them all c:

I really hope that you'll feel better soon <3
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Bienoo Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
don't be sorry <3 I don't mind if people don't respond. I just want people to be aware that things are going bad with me!
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KuroWolfCatChibi Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Okay *hug* ;w; <3
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